No one could know
Unless experiencing it for themselves...
How deep and penetrating a feeling.
Instantly you can relate.
That swooning, that breathlesness.
That feeling of hight beyond belief.
Like an everlasting drug.
It fixes down inside you
Like the feeling of nausia
Rising and uncontrolable.
When it has to happen, it just happens.
And you fall...
Cause gravity looses all meaning.
I suppose this is why,
Falling is so dangerous.
And it can hurt when you fall...so much.
It can hurt when your heart beat
Wont still in your chest...
As if it would burst
Right through your rib cage.
I guess that's why they call it falling.
I feel the earth begin to move
I feel the string hit the groove.
As we spiral through another day,
I hear my song begin to say
Kiss me where the sun don't shine,
The past is yours but the future is mine
But we're already out of time.
What do I need to carry on?
How can I tell what's right and wrong?
What do I have to do to prove,
In order for your heart to move...
Kiss me where the sun don't shine,
The past is yours but the future is mine
But we're already out of time.
I write these words from my own mouth
They escape my throat to scream and shout
As now I can not do without.
Cause I really write these words for you
And that
Feels like I'm drowning.
Enveloped in this speckled blackness.
Hugged by dark security.
When you look at me, I drown in your eyes.
I am stunned. Awestruck. Overwhelmed.
The warmth radiates off you
And I am bathed in light.
When you smile at me, I am blinded by your glee.
Feel as if I'm hypnotised. Unable to focus.
The sound humms in my ears...
And it is the most beautiful sound I've ever heard.
When you talk to me, this is how I feel.
I am falling... Weak and shakey.
I can not control my heartbeat.
I am excited. Envigorated.
My mind is reduced to nothing.
My body melts when you kiss me.
If I thought I could not fall any furt
Nothing here but an empty room.
Full of memories.
Your smile. Your laugh.
The sounds you made when you play.
The warmth your presence used to bring.
Your glee melted my heart.
Your song ignited my soul.
How empty is my heart now.
It is equal to this room I stand in.
Full of your joy, full of your glee.
You should be here. You should be with me.
But all that's left is this empty room.
Through trips, falls and tears
You were there.
Through bad reports and words unkind
You were there.
Through fears and doubts and paths uncertain
You were there.
Through heart-break, devastation and all the hurt
You were there.
Through change and distance and happiness
You were there.
With me till the end I have no doubt
Strong, unfaltering, amazing...
You are there.
When I look into your eyes
My whole world ceases
Frozen in time.
With just a glance
I am melting inside
My heart stops in my chest
You gaze at me
And I am forced to pause
This beautiful ellipsis takes over
And as I begin to breathe again
It's as if breathing for the first time
As if it is you that's filling my lungs
With this new life
Every sense is awakened
And re-newed
And it is...
It is...
If only my head could shut up!
That it could realise the pressing truths,
My heart could tell...
Whilst my head does the thinking,
My heart stays quiet.
As if my head tells it not to speak.
'Don't listen to it.' My head cautions.
'Don't let it fool you.' It warns.
For once I want my heart to do the talking.
My head thinks it knows everything.
Every pang, every desire, every plan.
And yet my heart does not answer back.
My heart stays still,
Like a cheater in the bush.
Although it doesn't wait to pounce...
It just sits there, silently.
Not afraid. Not worried. Not scared to pounce,
But not intending to either.
Even now as I wr
The seering hole of emptiness that flaws you,
stealing every inch of breath inside your lungs...
Every drop of blood in your veins.
Then eventually, the emptiness is all you can feel.
The everlasting ache, the pang,
The sheer hurt at your loss.
The wanting is too much to handle,
And soon you do things to take thoughts away from this pain.
You itch, you claw and scratch...
Do just about anything,
Untill you can't feel this unbarable pain anymore.
I am hollow without you.
My soul has no purpose.
My faith has no baring.
I simply can't exist without the space your love used to fill.
As to see you, is to breathe.
To be with you, i